Once, when I was only 7 years old, my father saw me walking alone late at night, talking to myself. I love verbalizing my thoughts. To him, it seemed unusual. Not just this, but some of my other behaviors also appeared strange to him. So, he discussed the matter with one of his doctor friends. After listening to my characteristics, the doctor told him that these were simply traits of an introverted personality.

 

To me, all of this felt completely natural—and still does. As time has passed, and as I’ve consumed more experiences and knowledge, I’ve come to understand and embrace my introversion more deeply.

 

There was a time I didn’t leave home for nearly nine months—and still, I didn’t feel trapped. Time felt different. To me, it seemed like only nine days had passed. This ability to be alone, to be content in solitude, has been with me since my early years.

 

I’m extremely nostalgic. Memories from childhood, old places, beloved people, even small objects—all hold deep emotional value for me. I tend to form a strong inner connection with everything I become attached to. As a child, I even wished my shoes were made of steel—so they would last forever!

 

My perfectionism and  ambitious mindset have brought me both strength and suffering. Most of my failures, restlessness, and emotional turbulence can be traced back to these two traits. When I see even a small mistake or imperfection in my work, I lose all motivation and give up entirely.

 

I have a habit of deeply analyzing everything—especially the cause and effect of events. I constantly compare: what’s good, what’s better, and what could’ve been best.

 

I don’t see life as just a path to walk. I want to feel it, question it, and explore the mysteries of reality, illusion, time, space, and my own true nature.

 

“I am alone, but I am not lost. I am silent, but I feel deeply.”

 

In this blog, I’ll share my personal experiences along with many consumable insights.

 

You’ll find my struggles, solutions, useful informations, and the subtle benefits of living an introverted life.

 

If you notice any mistakes, I kindly request your forgiveness and would truly appreciate your help in correcting them so I can continue to grow and improve.

 

Thank you for stepping into my world.